but never Loathing.

Describe a moment in 2011 that made you scared. What were you scared of?

Gut twisting, Mind blathering, Muscle withering Fear

The kind that dominates the exhausted body and sends any functioning brain cells spiraling into certain apocalypse.

Is this what they call ‘adrenaline’?

The rational mind has lost it’s footing, and the sheer drop that seemed manageable becomes an insurmountable evil.

It is not the fall that is scary – it’s that moment right before where you know you won’t make it, where the chest seizes up and the lines etched in front of your eyes become blurred. Gravity is omnipresent in my conscious and so I fight it with everything I have.


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